Monday, August 13, 2012

Pattaya {A City Not Forsaken}


Pattaya City Thailand
*An estimated 20,000 to 30,000 men, women, ladyboys, and children working the streets.
*Established as a coastal vacation destination during the Vietnam war, American soldiers would go for a brake and for the women...In fact, many American soldiers are sent to Pattaya today.
*Up to two million tourists visit Pattaya each year, most come because of the night life.
*Prostitution is illegal in Thailand. However, if a man pays a bar fee, he can hire a person out of the bar.
*It costs 300-400 Thai Baht to hire a person from the bar ($10-$15USD).
*A worker can make around 1000 Thai Baht for a hour ($30USD).
{The stats go on a on...and they brake my heart}

     In Pattaya is a YWAM base called Tamar Center. Their vision is to reach out to the women and ladyboys working in the bars, and provide them with hope. They do this by going out into the bars three days a week, providing English classes, and twice a year, they have a training program for those who really want to change their lives and leave the bars.
     Before going to Pattaya I knew most of the stats. I understood that Pattaya was a city build on the sex industry, and I would be confronting sin face to face everyday. For weeks before going I prayed God would prepare my heart for what I was walking into, and I asked for the covering of the blood of Jesus on my life. Our team met and prayed many times before going, and developed a vision statement.

{We are daughters of God: Image-bearers of His beauty and His holiness. Created by our Heavenly Father for His glory. We are delighted in, loved much, defended relentlessly, and empowered by Him. Because of who He is and the redemption He has brought to each one of us, we can be fearless, we can love the unlovely, and we can see the people of Pattaya through His eyes. We will fight for each other and bear one another's burdens. We will not shrink back from the darkness, Instead, we will turn our eyes upon Jesus and *RADIATE HIS LIGHT*}
~Written by Katelyn Dye


     Yet, all of this did not sink into my heart until the first day I walked down Soi Six, heading to the Tamar Center. This one little street in all of Pattaya, is said to have over 50 bars. There are dozens of streets just like this one all over the city. My heart cried out for the salvation, freedom, and hope of these women. 


     My heart would brake just a bit more every time I would walk the streets. Especially as I started to see familiar faces, and know the names of the women. These women became more then statistics. They became people with stories, family's, personality's and pain; they became friends. I will not soon forget the women on Soi Six, if I ever do. 



She is only 18




They are 21 & 20



She came for English class, and got prayed over. Tears streamed out of her eyes, and she said she hates her job. Not ten minutes later she waved to us from across the street, a plastered smile on her face...just another day providing for her family.

     All this seems so hopeless, and sometimes I would ask God why?? Where is the justice God? How can these men come and treat these women this way. Please God, show your mighty hand, bring salvation to these women. Be their protector and their provider. Save them from the hell they are living. God, do you hear my prayers? And in His gentle way He would remind me of His grace. He reminded me that if He were to come back today, these women would live eternally in hell. God is being their protector, He is giving them the chance to turn back to Him.
     Pattaya is not forsaken, and one day things will change. The prophecies over Pattaya are incredible, and the song "God of This City", was written in Pattaya for Pattaya. God will bring redemption to these people. Until then, I can pray for the ones I know personally, I can intercede for the salvation of their souls. And what a gift that is.



Sunday, August 12, 2012

The More I Seek You...

{But from there you will seek the Lord your God and you will find Him, if you search after Him with your whole heart and with all your soul} ~ Deuteronomy 4:29
{You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart} ~ Jeremiah 29:13 
{The more I seek You, The More I find You, The More I find You, The more I love You} ~Kari Jobe
{Brittany Ann, my noble daughter, I'm here just waiting. I'm waiting for you to seek me, I can't wait for you to find me, and the depth of my love for you.} ~ Abba Father
     This week brings the first semester to a close. So much has happened the past four months, God has taught me so much, and my life will never be the same again. I'm beyond thankful for the opportunity to be here at IGo, and I know it was ordained by my heavenly Father. 
     Jesus has taught me so much about seeking Him. When I truly spend time in His presence every day, He is so faithful in allowing me to find Him. The more I find God, and the more I know about Him, the more I want of Him. I become dependent on His filling everyday. My understanding of the "Living Water" becomes deeper as I realize I can't make it through a day with out my special "Jesus Time". My heart cry has become "Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is NOTHING on earth that I desire besides You" ~Psalm 73:25
     Isaiah has always been one of my favorite books of the Bible, and in coming to Thailand I decided I was going to read a chapter everyday. This lead me to reading through Deuteronomy, and these two have changed my view of God drastically. I'm starting to more fully understand what God's grace really means, I'm starting to see how Holy God really is! As I realize His holiness I understand how unworthy  I really am of Him. And yet His whispers to me, "Brittany, my daughter of royalty, I love you, I formed you, and I care about you and your heart. I will keep fighting for you. You Brittany will be a crown of beauty in my hand, and no one will be able to pluck you out. I delight in you,  and I will declare to the nations "My delight is in her"! I greatly rejoice over you, and my banner over you is love. I am your Ishi and you are my bride. Come away with me and be my Child". ~Isa 62:1-5, ~Song of Solomon 2:4 ~Jon 10:28.