Monday, May 26, 2014

MOVING BLOG

Hello, I've decided to close down this blog and go to a more modern/convenient blog. Please visit the new blog for updates and information.
http://sojournernarrative.wordpress.com

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Seeing The Potential

     Jesus has been speaking to me the last few weeks about {LOVE}. He is softly whispering into my heart that He fully encompasses the word love. Without Jesus this word is void of meaning, but what is the meaning of love? Is it a fathers love, a family love, a romantic love, or an unconditional love. As I ponder this word I start to realize what Jesus sees when He loves. I pray and I believe that one day I will see this word as He meant it to be seen.
{One of my favorite parts of spring because when a dandelion is bare and crushed they are being most effective. In my humanness HE is made strong. When I have nothing but Him I am living on Faith and then He can move mountains!}


     A few days ago I read an amazing quote by Steve Backlund. (I don't even know who this man is, but this quote is worthy of regard despite who he is or what he believes.) The quote says this, "Once you stop believing in people, you stop being a leader". I was stopped in my tracks when I read this. How often do I judge, condemn, and lecture, when I really just need to take a breath and love like Jesus. 

     This revelation has taken me to an account in John 4. The scandalous love of Jesus is portrayed in a such a beautiful way in this passage. He calls the women out for her sin, but in that same moment as her heart is turned to Him, He says go and tell the others. From the moment she was highlighted by the Spirt, He knew her {POTENTIAL}. He never doubted what the Spirit said, He never lost sight of her destiny, calling or inheritance.  
      I want to love in this scandalous way. Oh that I would never lose sight of the potential each soul possesses. When Jesus sees the lost wondering around purposeless He does not see their death, He sees their worth, and their incredible potential.
   
     I'm so excited, because as this revelation is taking place, He is showing me again the beauty of the nations. He is sending {US} His sons and daughters, to go and call the purposeless into their full potential. The heart cry of the Father is that ALL would KNOW WHO THEY ARE, that they would KNOW THEIR POTENTIAL, that they would KNOW REAL LOVE THAT SEE WHAT COULD BE NOT WHAT IS!!!!  
{Because I'm learning WHO I AM. I am a warrior, strong and ready to fight, He has prepared my hands and fingers for battle. The gates of hell will NOT prevail. I will press on, I will keep going, I will climb mountains. I am HIS princess and He will protect and guide His beloved one}

     Jesus, open my eyes to see the world as it could be. Let me speak over souls their destiny to be yours. Revel to the world who they are and who they were meant to be. Allow me the privilege of loving scandalously as You! I will live out Matthew 22:37-40
{Because He is the journey and the destination. Without Him neither exists.}





Tuesday, May 6, 2014

The Goodness Of My God

     There are no words to adequately describe the last week. All I can say is my Jesus loves me, provides for me, and confirms His calling in the most wonderful ways! Exactly one week ago tonight I posted a letter stating Jesus is opening doors for my feet to walk where they are destined to go.  My biggest fear in saying "Yes" to the journey has been the finances. After this week I have no doubt in my mind but that He will be providing all the money I need. He has brought in almost $2000 in the last week, and I know He is going to provide the rest!!!

     Sunday afternoon, as I was reading down by the river, Jesus reminded me that birds don't worry about where they will rest, what they will eat, or what they will wear. So why do I, who is so much more precious to the Father, allow my heart to become entangled with a yoke of anxiety? I believe that when Jesus opens doors, He WILL provide all that is needed! My job is to rest in His presence and follow His gentle promptings! 

     I got a bit more information this week about my journey starting in September. It looks like I will be spending a large part of my time working in refugee camps. Jesus has already started speaking to my heart how He wants to use me in these camps. I'm thrilled and honored to be used by Jesus to be His hands and feet of love. 

     Please continue to pray for God's provision and direction as I head out on this journey. The next few months are sure to be filled with the business of fund raising so please pray that Jesus would strengthen me to keep going. 

Thanks for all the love, support and prayers!!! 



For more information this the new journey please see last weeks post. --> Last Weeks Post