This is probably going to be a sad email so if you want you may stop reading here. If, however, you are in the mood to cry with me then read right on a head.
I got a very sweet email from Heather today. I just sat in my bed and cried for a very long time. I never knew that I would miss her this much. Sometimes I feel alone at church even though I know that I'm not. I have so many AMAZING people in my life but I still really miss Heather. This was my fist communion at Cornerstone and I wished so bad that Heather could have been there. I have always had my close friend with me at communion and it was really hard not to this year. It seems so odd that we have all went our own ways. I don't know if there is really any of us that are still 100% on the same page. We used to all be close to the same spot and now we seem to be getting farther and farther apart. I know that God brings us to different places thought out our life's and its a good thing to have change but it can be VERY hard. I also know that there are NEVER ALWAYS going to be people who you are 100% on the same page with, but its still hard to see us all going in such different directions. God is good and He is leading us ALL on our journey though life. He has called each of us to a different calling and thats ok. He knows what his is doing so much better than I. "For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, declares the LORD" Isaiah 55:8." For I know the plans I have for you you, Declares the LORD, Plans to prosper and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" Jeremiah 29:11. These are such encouraging verses to me when I am feeling down! God is so good and He has a plan for us. We need to trust Him and lean on Him.
Just so you all know. I did tell you that you did not have to read the whole thing!
Well I am VERY tired to Goodnight.
1 comment:
Growing up can me tough, can't it?? I'm sorry you are going through a rough time. Girls need friends, and it is hard when our relationships begin to change. Remember that I love you, and if you ever what a friend to chat,cry,shop,etc with, give me a call! Love you.
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